- Looking for my passport and not finding it. #
- Getting ready to fly to Chicago. Chi-Town, that is. #
- Today is Paul’s birthday. I called him and he hasn’t called me back. #
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I’m in the process of getting ready to fly out to Chicago. We’re taking the red-eye and will arrive at the butt-crack of dawn tomorrow. Chi-Town. I’ve been several times, but have yet to actually see the city. Two times snowy/rainy, one time funeral, another time…can’t remember why, but it was frickin’ cold. We’re going for a few days to see AJB’s mom and maybe actually spend some “GF/BF time” together.
Noteworthy items:
I haven’t had time to go through or upload my Comic-Con pics. As usual, I made it a point to take pictures of the people no one was taking pictures of. That’s my fave. The chubby Wonder Women, the old masked vigilantes…they’re the real heroes. I mean, seriously, if you’re old and fat and you’ve got the balls to dress up like a comic-book character, you’re A+ in my book. It takes real guts to dress up like that to begin with. Part of me loves the balls-to-the-wall attitude of these people, part of me finds it amusing, but mostly, you should see the looks on their faces when you ask them to take their picture…like you just made their day. The great thing about Comic-Con is that everyone there is willing to have their picture taken. For a few days, they’re celebrities. And with the total mass assimilation of Comic-Con, some of these people show up on new sites and in magazines. How great is that? Warhol said everyone gets their 15 minutes.
I’ll post Comic-Con pics when I get back from Chi-Town.
Along with that, I’ve spent a good deal of time going through images from several paid shoots. It got to the point where my eyes were starting to cross. I’m done, for now. I can’t complain. Being busy means I’m doing something right.
I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I’ve jumped on board the Twitter band-wagon. I’m not sure why. My brother put it fairly accurately: It’s like text-messaging…except you’re texting yourself. I get the concept of Twitter, but I haven’t figured out why it’s necessary in life. I’ll admit, it’s moderately fun to post mini-updates from my iPhone (as if anyone cares), but right now the only person on my list if AJB and I don’t think he reads it all that often anyway. I also think that once I start poo-pooing things like Twitter, it means I’m old. Get off my lawn, kind of old. I figure, as long as I at least see what all the fuss is about, I’m doing alright. I’ve also integrated into my blog, which is kind of neat. It also automatically posts daily Twitter updates, so if you’re not Twitterpated, you can at least know that at some point yesterday I was doing something….not all that interesting enough to blog about. Do you care? I don’t see why anyone would.
We live in such a extreme realm of voyeurism. We need constant updates from our friends and must keep tabs on them at all times. Frankly, Twitter is kind of sick, but you didn’t hear that from me. Once again, I find myself contradicting myself. If I dislike Twitter, I should dislike blogs. Right? Besides, news of this week’s earthquake in So. Cal hit Twitter before it hit the news. I guess that counts for something.
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After 3 days of Comic-Con and one day grueling photo-shoot assisting, I’m ready to stop the wagon train and set up camp here. Too bad we only made it as far as Nevada. Wait, what?
Friday Comic Con: Extended Watchmen trailer, lots of walking around, a modest amount of pictures, met Dave for a bit, tried to see the Mystery Science Theater panel – missed it. Crazy amounts of people to the point of claustrophobia. Spent about 10 hours at the con. Got back to our hotel, slept.
Saturday Comic-Con: AJB and JCS pissed me off early enough that I let them leave without me. Took a cab to the Con around 11:30pm, missed the Heroes panel. Sad about that. Walked about by myself, had lunch, let lots of cool people, took lots of pictures. Met the Steampunk Ghostbusters, bought two Death Note DVD’s – one might not work at home. Met up with AJB for dinner. Was cranky and tired, went home by myself and watched “The Other Boleyn Girl” (which wasn’t that bad) and knocked out.
Sunday Comic-Con: We all took our time getting ready, had a late breakfast at the hotel, and got to the Con around 2:30pm. Went our separate ways, I walked around, took more pictures. Stopped by for some candids of Frakes, Sirtis, and Burton. Frakes looked up at me and smiled. I was overcome with school girl delight and said to him, “God, you’re adorable“. He grinned and thanked me. LOL. I love him. The Con ended and we, along with the thousands of remaining geeks, went home. The drive home from San Diego was long. Took about 4 hours. Ate gross Panda Express food in Irvine, came home, caught up on some work, went to sleep.
And that’s about the gist of it. I would have liked to blog more when I was there, but seeing as each day ranged from 5-12 hours, by the time we got back to our dingy hotel, there was no way. There was a general consensus that this year, Comic Con became less about comics and more about movies. There were panels about things non-comic book related and a whole slew of tourists and non-geeks. The convention center was packed to the gills; it was pretty bad. While many things were the same, there was still this overwhelming feeling that Comic-Con was no longer for the die-hards. I talked to random people and it seems I wasn’t the only one who felt that way. Next year Comic-Con will be 40 years old. I guess it’s about time the rest of the world found it. You can’t hide something that awesome for too long. Still, it’s sad when something unique gets assimilated into the mainstream.
After all that, I’d taken a job with a local photographer to help assist on his photo-shoot. It’s good petty cash and nice to see how other photographers work. I knew the shoot was taking place at the beach, I just didn’t know how bad it would be. We got to Malibu around 4:00pm. I lugged a 25 pound battery pack down three stories of beach steps and a winding path. I spent most of the shoot knee deep in rotten sea water, the tide ebbing and flowing, some times coming out of no-where. I got wet, I got covered in sand. My Docs got soaked and were weighing me down, so I took them off. Barefoot in the sand and rocks, at one point, the tide came in and dragged big rocks up and down the shore, but also slamming into my ankles. At first I thought the big black marks on my ankles were dirt, but no, they’re bruises. I followed the photographer around carrying the battery pack in an awkward tote bag, saving it from certain death when the tide came in.
WHOA! 5.8 EARTHQUAKE IN CHINO HILLS!!! Felt like two big booms, as if the house was being lifted up by giant hands and moved. Scared the hell out of me. I was on the phone with mom at the time. The cats freaked out, ran about the house and are still missing in action. Luckily, nothing fell off the shelves or moved very much. This old house sure can take a beating. I figure, it’s stood up through the last 100 years of earthquakes and natural disasters…it must be made pretty well.
So anyways, the shoot yesterday was pretty grueling. I’ve got bruises on my ankles, my shoulders are sore, and I’m pretty tired. I can’t figure out if I’m just getting old or if yesterday was unusually difficult. I’ll go with the latter. I should also point out that one of the male models insinuated that I was fat. He made some comment that he and the girl model got cold faster because they didn’t have any body fat. What ev. How dare he. If I’m considered fat, there is something really wrong with the world. Anyway.
I did learn a few tricks, but mostly I learned that the major difference between me and the high ranking photographers is finances.
Today as I was driving to my hair appointment, I spotted this sign at the off-ramp of Fair Oaks Ave. Immediately, my brain went “Holy crap! Cloverfield!” Well, who knows. There are talks of sequels and prequels and the way J.J. Abrams and company work their secret magic, I say, you never know. Like a total dork, I followed the sign and found absolutely nothing. In fact, by the time my hair appointment was over, it was gone. You’ll also note that there is a secondary sign above with an arrow and the letters “BS” – what the heck does that mean? I’d like to think that a sequel/prequel is in the works. Tomorrow we leave for Comic-Con and who knows, maybe I’ll get a scoop. You know, a scoop that about a thousand other live-blogging nerds will get.
In preps for Comic-Con, I’ve gotten a new fresh coat of paint:
We leave for San Diego tomorrow. We’ll wander the booths and geekery on Friday and Saturday and come home Sunday. I haven’t studied the schedule yet, so I’m not sure what or who we’re going to see, but all I know is, JJ Abrams will there and that bitch better talk about Star Trek. Alright fine. I’m a nerd. I’m OK with that. And oh yes, there will be pictures.
Get comfortable. A lot happened this weekend.
Friday & The Saturday Photo-shoot
On Friday, I ran around getting ready for my two big shoots. I had coffee with JCS and went to bed later than I would have liked, but I was ready to go. Saturday morning, I awoke at 6am, made coffee, showered and waited for everyone to show up. The clients and 3 out of the 6 models were on time. We decided to wait for the remaining models. One called and was hopelessly lost on the other side of town. From the 710 FWY, there are signs that say “Pasadena”, but you can’t actually get to Pasadena unless you know your way through the streets of Alhambra; which most people don’t. He’d meet us at the location later. Once there, we set up in a side alley about a block from Old Town Pasadena. I’d warned everyone that we might encounter conscientious objectors, but no one bothered us the entire shoot. Pasadena has very strict photography permit rules and we hadn’t followed any of them.
The entire shoot ran about 3 hours and couldn’t have gone smoother. The models I’d brought in were all wonderful, fun, and easy to work with. I love them all. As for the other two that didn’t show, nary a peep from either of them. We made due and made it work. The clients were amazing and so totally easy to get along with. They trusted my judgment, let me make creative decisions, paid me, and thought I was brilliant. My kind of clients. I really hope I get to work with them again.
I spent most of the shoot in the sun and even got a little tan. I can’t remember the last time I had this much color in my skin. We all parted ways and I collapsed on the bed for four hours hard.
GLOW
I’d heard about an exciting art experience in Santa Monica called GLOW. I told AJB about it and we’d decided we shouldn’t miss it. The idea was that large light installations were going to be set up around Santa Monica, on the beach, and on the pier. It would run from 7pm to dawn. Neat idea, right? We picked up Dave, Jason, and their friend Matt. When we got there, the entire city was jam-packed with tourists and people who don’t generally get out to art shows. I mean, packed! We checked out a few of the installations and to be honest, they weren’t all that great. I expected something that made me go “WOOOOOW“, but most everything made me go, “Yeah, I guess that’s cool“. The best part of the night was hanging out with the 3 bears. They’re all so hilarious and cuddly, I can’t stand it. As for Dave, I love hanging out with him because he’s a pretty amazing guy. Smart, sweet, adorable, the gay version of my boyfriend. Seriously. They even dress the same. LOL.
After several hours of gazing upon mediocre art, we were all starving. Except, we’d spend the next 45 minutes in the parking garage trying to get out. As Jason put it, “volume and ineptitude” were the cause. By the time we got out, we were all REALLY starving. It was after midnight, maybe even 1am. We ate at Mel’s Diner, stuffed our faces, and went home. Home by 2am. I still had to get ready for the shoot on Sunday. In bed by 3:30am. Memories of great conversation and humorous anecdotes filled my head.
Sunday Shoot
Exhausted from yesterday, I woke up and downed a 5-Hour Energy Drink. They work like a charm, by the way. We started a little later and had only a fraction of Saturday’s items to shoot. T-Shirts again, only this time designed by an architecture student and much more artistic. I met him at the Southern California Institute for Architecture in the heart of the Arts District of Downtown. We couldn’t get into the school, so we drove around the streets of Downtown looking for a place. We found one about a block away. It was ghetto, but quiet. Sunday always is.
The client brought in his friends for models. I’d asked a great model I know to show up, but he didn’t. I wouldn’t find out what happened until later. The shoot went well. All the client’s model/friends were great and easy to work with. I’m also so much better at lighting than I ever have been. I love it. I love knowing what I’m doing and doing it well. We were done in a few hours, but still had to do some flat shots of some glow-in-the-dark shirts. We couldn’t find a dark enough place, nor an outlet to plug the black light into. So I left with the shirts and will do them at home. And I got paid. A great day by all accounts. I came home again and crashed.
The Download Festival
AJB’s delightful British cousin is married to a rock star from a band that AJB calls “A connoisseur’s band”. They’re not hugely popular in the states, but any band worth it’s salt knows who they are and has been influenced by them. What’s strange is that I know who they are and have loved their music since high school; so it’s weird that we have one of the band members in the family. Right? Very strange, but so unbelievably cool. We try to see him when he comes to town on tour. The band was here for The Download Festival, which may as well been called “The Down Low Festival”…no one knew about it and it hardly sold out. About 20 bands, most of which were small-time or unknown. A few name brands, but nothing of note.
Gang of Four and The Jesus and Mary Chain were headlining – which made me very happy. By the time they came on, the crowd had dwindled down and the amphitheater was half empty. Regardless, Gang of Four, with what seemed like an undying amount of energy, rocked the house and swept the remaining crowd off their feet. You could tell at first, the kids there didn’t know what to do with them. However, by the middle half of their set, the kids were romanced by the rock and jumping for joy. It was pretty amazing. Most concerts I go to, the people in attendance already know the band. Here we had a bunch of curious kids who, at first, didn’t know what to think, until finally, they flowed into full concert mode. Great. I’ve never quite seen a crowd won-over by a band.
AJB went backstage to meet his cousin-in-law-rockstar and I stayed behind to see The Jesus and Mary Chain. It was alright. Not quite as good as when I saw them at The Wiltern a few months back, but JAMC are never a bad idea, even if the sound was bad and they had to stop and re-start one of their songs. It was a short set. Afterward, AJB came back for me and took me backstage. You’d think that sort of thing is really exciting, but it’s just sort of normal. I mean, it’s cool as fuck, but I didn’t really see any huge stars or anything. Miscellaneous family members were there. We all hung out, talked and decided to go eat. We ended up at Bubba Gump’s at City Walk- which is a Forrest Gump themed restaurant that serves seafood and…you guessed it, shrimp. I had a salad. Cousin-in-law-rockstar was in good form, we all gabbed and had a great time. I still think it’s weird to hang out with someone who’s music I’ve listened to since I was a teen. Very surreal. Fucking fantastic, but surreal. We drove AG back to his hotel and dragged our tired asses home. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.
Probably the busiest weekend ever. The most exciting, jam-packed, weekend. Two paid photo-shoots, a mediocre art show, a rock concert, and hanging out with rock-stars. Yeah. Good times. Sometimes I step outside my life and think, how did I get here?
I finally heard from the MIA models. If you guessed they’d overslept, you’d be right. One, however, told me he wasn’t aware that Pasadena was so far and didn’t have a ride. I mean, seriously. He’d known about the location for several days. And even though the location wasn’t finalized until Thursday, I told everyone it would most likely be Los Angeles or Pasadena. Anyway. Oh well. Everything went great. I’d decided to chide my Sunday model for being unreliable when I’d talked him up as being reliable, but it took a lot out of me, so I’ve waited to chide the other two until today. It’s hard being a hard ass. My first instincts are to say, “Oh, that’s alright, don’t worry about it“, but the truth is, not showing up to a shoot really puts a kink in the day’s planning and it’s just not cool to say you’re gonna be there and then not. None of the models got paid, but even so, these shoots are great for networking and gaining real world experience. If you’re a model, in the beginning, you have to do unpaid gigs. You get paid with your images and use them for your portfolio. It’s a trade and a pretty good one, if I do say so. I’ve done my fair share of free work for portfolio filler. It’s how things work. Anyway, enough of that.
I’m still pretty beat up from this weekend, but it was filled with so many wonderful moments. It feeds my soul. Friends, family, boyfriend, music, art, paid work. Ah. Life is good. As I drove home from the Sunday shoot, I thought about the weekend at hand and all of a sudden, a thought flashed in, “You’d better be grateful“. I am. I really am.
I’m gonna loaf for most of the day. Maybe watch Muriel’s Wedding on DVD. I have about a billion images to go through.
In preparation for the tomorrow and Sunday’s shoots, I’ve tapped out my bank account. I bit the bullet and purchased several key items that will bring my location shoots to a whole new level. Not only that, but allow me to actually do some indoor stuff as well.
I found a guy on Craigslist selling his used backdrop support system for well under market value. He claimed he’d only used it once, but I could tell it had a few more miles on it than that. Either way, it’s in good shape, it’s good quality, with the added bonus of recycling. I then bought a 15 llb. sandbag – which is used to keep my stands from tipping over. I then realized that I wouldn’t be able to afford any serious overhead sunshades (known as a Scrim Jim) and didn’t have time to make one, so I did some serious thinking about an alternative. I went back to Samy’s, asked them about an affordable alternative and bought a sunshade holder…or sunshade stand. Not sure what it’s called exactly. It’s basically a stand that holds my sunshade – which is pretty much like those car shades you put on your windshield to block the sun. Aptly titled, the sunshade shades the sun. They can also be used for reflecting and bouncing light. Neat huh? I’ve never used a sunshade stand before, so I’m hoping it will do what I need it to. Either way, it’s something that will definitely come in handy.
The bad news is, I’m broke. Photography is allegorical to a nasty drug habit. You always need one more fix and you always need one more piece of equipment. And it ain’t cheap either. The cheapo sandbags run about 20 bucks. Times 3, you’ve just spent $60 bucks without blinking. The sunshade stand runs about $80 and it’s not even what I really wanted. I really wanted a super-clamp which is the “all purpose clamp things to your stand” clamp. They don’t call it “Super” for no reason. It really is. The super-clamp runs about $150. So there you go. I’ll make due with the sunshade holder thingy and I’ll get some good use out of it.
Tonight, the major prepping for tomorrow begins. I’ve gotta take stock, run the day through my head, pack everything up, charge my batteries, and wash clothes. I’ve got 8 people coming to my house at 8am. I might want to wash some dishes too. I checked out the location this morning and it seems I might have found the one place in Old Town Pasadena you’re less likely to get busted shooting without a permit in. Here’s hoping.
…I don’t even have time to blog. Right this second, I should be jumping in the shower and then scouting locations and then buying something (not sure what) at Samy’s Camera. Once I figure it out, I’ll be good. I know what it’s going to be used for, but not sure what it’s called.
I’m currently working on TWO shoots for this weekend. Back to back. One on Saturday, one on Sunday. Two days, 14 models, two different companies/designers, two locations, about 50 pieces of clothing. Wow. I’m very excited and I have to say that it certainly feels that like, after 6 months post-Hot Topic, I’m finally starting to roll in some business. I feel good. I’m working hard. I’m having a hard time sleeping for the excitement. I’m up all night doing stuff, looking for models, thinking about things. Coffee keeps me alive.
This is what I do. Finally.
This t-shirt design made me laugh. I think when you poke his belly, he says “Hee Hee! Nein!”

Cruising Craiglist, as I do, I came across an interesting post that made me feel really bad. So I decided to take some action.
Read this:
I have been a photographer for the past 5 years. (www.rachelkemper.com) I have recently been involved in a car accident where not only my car, but by resources for creativity, and income (laptop, harddrive, camera) have been stripped away. Although I know there is always a way through and out of seemingly disasterous events. This one it seems, is not the event I can not escape, but the state of mind it has thrown me into. For with the right mindset, anything and everything is possible.
We all come in to a point of our lives where depression can take over and everything seems meaningless. This time has throughout history been a time where creativity seems to be the only antidote.
While photography has been my source of income for the past 5 years, I look at this place of emptiness as an opportunity to embrace other talents I have yet to explore.
And so I ask of this.
If you, or anyone you know may have any kind of art supplies that can be donated to help support the recovery of a human mind. I need help.
I need to work. I need to feel like I’m creating something beautiful, regardless of how I feel..it is through creation and sharing that darkness can be transformed into light.
I am asking for donations. My goal is to gain help in the therapy process so I can then bring myself to a place where I can pull myself through and out of the situation and get myself working again.
Self reliance, I believe is a key character trait in any strong human being,
as well, I believe, is knowing when to ask for help.Thank you.
Rachel Kemper
904.501.4124
www.rachelkemper.com
myspace.com/artistrachel
If you can help her, you should. I can’t imagine what it would be like to lose all my equipment after a horrible car-crash. I feel for her because she, like all artists, needs to remain creative. And oddly, it’s when we’re down that our most beautiful work blooms. She’s an amazing photographer and while I don’t know her personally, I sort of feel like we shutterbugs need to stick together.